Well just a few hours to me being a year older and it's pressing in me a great big sigh.

I've refused to tell people my birthday and I worry that someone might remember and ruin it all.I just want to see how it would feel like to be completely unremembered for once.

But maybe, just maybe, it's also a test. I want to know how much my old "friends" even remember me. Be it a small text or anything, I wonder who will. It always seems to me that people can never remember the exact day of my birthday and I suppose it's because I'm that insignificant.

But I'm training myself to be nonchalant and so I don't care.